| 2.2.09 |
[Feb. 2nd, 2009|08:55 pm] |
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today would have been the EDD of the ectopic pregnancy. our imbolc baby. i really loved the imbolc connection and now i really hate that it's a day that people who care take note of. and despite the awful andie macdowell, i love the movie Groundhog Day. now it sort of feels like salt in the wound. maybe by next year it won't sting as much. being knocked up on an EDD is better than the opposite, i'll give you that. but it all sucks donkey balls. |
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Yes yes yes.
I'm trying not to think too much about the anniversary of my miscarriage being 2 weeks away... but it's looming in the back of my mind. It just sucks. I'm so grateful for this little one and can't wait to meet him/her...but as unfortunately you know, it's hard to forget the pain of losing a wanted pregnancy. Balls. | |
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